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How strong is your ego?

Posted on Sep 10th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 10, 2007:

By far not as strong or dominant as it once was.  I have learned to harness it much better. . . however there are times (like now) when I allow someone or somthing to shake my peace. . .  Hmmmmm.
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What was the greatest spiritual challenge of your life?

Posted on Sep 10th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 09, 2007:

My greatest spiritual challenge would be have to be... finding a sense of meaning and purpose after my father passed.
That was by far the most difficult thing I have ever faced in my life. . .
It was a huge test on many levels.
And as I have said before, I have yet to "complete" the next stage of my grieving process.
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What was your favorite playground activity?

Posted on Sep 10th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 08, 2007:

I had / have several favorite playground activities.. Love the slide - was like flying in some ways.
Also loved to climb trees. . . felt like spiderman or batman.
Loved to push people on the merry go round. . . cause I could push it faster than anyone else and my friends loved it... LOL
Playing frisbee, racing, make believe. . . oh now that was a great one!!
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Would you rather live in a treehouse or cave?

Posted on Sep 10th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 07, 2007:

Treehouse? or cave?
Hmmmm depends on my mood at the time. . . Would love a Treehouse that has an indoor cave (lol)
No really if I had to pick one...treehouse!
The light is a must and the open air.. whoa.. love it!

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What class should be added to the elementary curriculum?

Posted on Sep 10th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 06, 2007:

Without a doubt...Meditation!  Meditation should be added to the elementary curriculm. I don't mean the moment of silence.. I mean full all out lessons in meditation.
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What are your feelings about 9/11?

Posted on Sep 11th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 11, 2007:

September 11 2001. . .I was in graduate school in Richmond VA and I remember turning the TV on as I fed the dogs and got ready for class.  I saw clips of the towers fall but did not hear what exactly was being said because the volume was turned down and remember thinking it was a movie or something.  It wasn't until I arrived at school that I realized it was in fact the news and was happening live!
Words cannot express the confusion, fear, and pain that quickly takes over as you begin to question the present and the future.

Thoughts of war, death, pain, destruction begin to gain strength. . .
In the aftermath of 9/11, I remember how people rallied together and healed from the attack.
I know that in the grand scheme of things, the attack may have been karmic payback, reaping what America has sown, attracting that event based upon our group consciousness and victim mentality and ego driven perspectives.

But I also know that if we continue to focus on what was wrong or what caused that then we will continue to bring it. 
"As you think.. so shall you be."

I also know that pointing the finger at someone else means four are pointing back at me.  What am I doing that is contributing to the pain or to the healing?
"Energy flows where attention goes."

Do I blame Bush?  Blaming him is not the answer.  We are Americans, We are the people and the U.S. is US - not them!!

What do each of US do to heal ourselves?
Do to heal a neighbor?

There are no little things...
Watching Jerry Springer, Maury, and several other shows - contributes to the pain and the hatred.
Pointing fingers at others, allowing road rage to be your common state of being, impatience and intolerance of anyone regardless. . .

Rather than think about the cause of 9/11
Rather than focusing on the chief players that orchestrated the events
Rather than hate, blame, point, criticize or condemn... Remember that in the midst of it all - We can choose love at any minute.

Love the survivors and help them heal
Love those who transitioned back to spirit, mourn them yes but also honor their memories with love
Love those you are most tempted to hate for in that is your character and soul forged
Your hate and blame does not describe them.. it but a statement of how you choose to perceive the world and interact within it. . .

I cannot hate you without it coming back to me. . .the seeds "I" plant are the trees, flowers or weeds that will grow in "my" garden.

It is so easy to disown and distance from someone when you allow hate or blame or fear to take over.

Choose the miracle in the NOW.

9/11 reminds me to love the person I am looking at as I walk down the street, as I buy a water, as I stop at a red light. . . His eyes, her face, their body is but a reflection of mine.
He is my brother, she is my sister and in spirit we are but one. . .


Choose Love
Choose Peace
Choose NOW

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Magic, Miracles, and Marvels

Posted on Sep 11th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari

As a child growing up, magic was something that fascinated me beyond belief.  I could not get enough of David Copperfield, Doug Henning, and people like Criss Angel (even though he was not around when I was young. . . He's cool to see now - smile).  It wasn't so much that they could do tricks.  But more so was the fact that what they did was "magic."  Real Magic!


I have noticed that all to often we have allowed ourselves for one reason or another to forget that real magic exists.

Confused?

Ok, let me explain a little more.

Real magic is the power to change in positive ways.
Real magic is turning a frown into a smile.
Real magic is making someone's day by sharing a laugh.
Real magic is the art of listening when someone needs a friend.
Real magic is giving someone a memory that they will forever cherish as special...
Real magic is opening one's eyes to the fact that there are no Ordinary Moments (as Dan Millman says).
ALL moments are extraordinary.

Real magic is be
You get the point...
Seek it and you shall find it
Knock and it shall be opened for you
Plant it and it will grow accordinglylieving and knowing that miracles exist.
I am not speaking of the raising the dead that Jesus did (clearly that is a miracle).
I am talking about the miracles like - Bowie student alive after having crashed his car AND laid in a ditch for a week injured with no food or water.

I am talking about the millions of hospitals and doctors and medical staff that save lives everyday.

I am talking about the millions of teachers who spend their days and nights teaching not only math and spelling to students but teach them how to be better people.

I am talking about the scientists who create medicines and machines out of everyday plants and objects and yet these inventions save lives and make life more comfortable. The light bulb? Come on. . . that is a miracle!  Television?  The PC I am working on now!!

I am talking about the healing that has happened to the nation and world since 9/11.

Seeing a rainbow, feeling a breeze, seeing children laugh and play (playing with them is even better), seeing a Broadway show, singing in your shower and feeling great about your performance, dancing in the street for all the world to see, opening the door for someone, buying lunch for a homeless person. . .ALL miracles when we choose the miracle

 Miracles surround us each and everyday. . . all too often though we are blind. We are not able to see, as playwright Joe Dennison writes in "The Pier", all the good stuff in the trash heap, the spectacular in the specs." When we are able to take a moment and stand in awe of all that is awesome. . . Marvel at the marvelous and see the miracles in the miraculous and add our extra to the extraordinary --- then we will not only be able to see the magic... but we will be come magicians as well.

We will pull rabbits from our hats, flowers from our sleeves, coins from behind ears. . .turn frowns upside down, bring peace to war, calm to confusion, light to the dark places and love to all. . . That is real magic!

Each of us is capable of miracles. The first thing you have to do though is realize that you can!

Before the doing comes the knowing it can be done. A person who believes he can not draw or paint. . . will never take brush to canvas. Michelangelo painted because he knew he could. Jesus raised Lazarus because he knew he could. David Copperfield walked through the Great Wall of China because he knew he could (LOL) hmmm? You get my point right?

 You have to think it and believe it and know it if you plan to do it.  

Start right now and find the magic where you are.  

I challenge you to find at least 10 a day

My ten for today are: 1. Dogs and their unconditional love
2. Children laughing
3. Listening to music my IPOD (heck the IPOD itself is magic - a little plastic, metal, and whatever else and viola' it hold music that I can listen to for hours upon hours!!)
4. A nice warm sweet cup of coffee
5. DVDs and movies
6. American Sign Language
7. Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
8. Chocolate oh my!!
9. Cherry Limeade
10. Books books and more books.. Want me to continue ??  LOL


You get the point... Seek it and you shall find it Knock and it shall be opened for you Plant it and it will grow accordingly

Magic, Miracles and Marvels surround you everyday - take time to see, believe, and know that they do!
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About what are you most judgmental?

Posted on Sep 12th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 12, 2007:

Ok ready for one of those catch 22 kind of positions. . .?  LOL
I am most judgmental of the judgmental.
When I encounter the far right Christians (or anyone so filled with hatred) who are so against anything that "they" feel is ungodly or an abomination. . .

My oldest brother is a pastor and he refuses to speak to my mother.
One of our other brothers recently passed away and my oldest brother came to the funeral home to view the body and pay his respects. . . he spoke to everyone in the building - everyone except our mom that is.
He has 8 children from 2 marriages and one of the sons is gay. . . do you think he associates with his son?
For 8 and a half years he would not speak to me because I was studying martial arts which is founded in eastern philosophy and mysticism (clearly of Satan).
And now for several reasons he outlined to me in a recent email - our conversations need not continue.

So, I said that to say that I find that kind of judgmental attitude hard to accept.
I have come a long way and still have more learning, growing, evolving to do. . .but that is my area of greatest trial.

People who feel the need to use racial slurs, homophobic epitaphs, derogatory terms towards women, . . . .
People who rather than work on solving the problem, would rather complain and be victims.

Yeah. . . that's what I am most judgmental about.
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If you had to become a monk or nun, what religion would you choos

Posted on Sep 13th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 13, 2007:

Ideally, I would like to create my own monastery (per se) where all that I would want to have as part of my ritual and worship would be included.  However if I had to go with an already existing order. . . Shaolin Monk would be a top option.   Ernest Holmes' "Science of Mind" would be an excellent Christian monastery if they had such an order.  I also like Iyanla Van Zant's "Innervisions institute". . .
Being a monk where my Christian, Zen, Buddhist, Taoist, Native American beliefs can all holistically co-exist would be my ideal choice!

Maybe I should open my school sooner than planned. . . hmmmm
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If a child asked you about God, how would you answer?

Posted on Sep 18th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 15, 2007:

My response in part would depend on the child's age but in general I would say:  See that tree, the grass, the sky, that water over there?  Feel the breeze, the rain, the sunshine, the snow?  Hear that music, those people laughing, the birds? Know how you feel when you are happy, when someone gives you a big ole hug, when you care about someone and want the best for them, when you love someone and feel loved by someone? That is God.
God is in everything and everyone. . .
God is love and love is all there really is.

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What's the most difficult thing you've forgiven?

Posted on Sep 18th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 18, 2007:

Learning to forgive myself of several things I perceived as offenses and infractions.
Of them all the most difficult would probably be forgiving myself for not being in Pittsburgh with my father when he passed away. . . .
Still dealing with this on some levels.

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Pick three words that describe you as you are right now.

Posted on Sep 19th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for June 26, 2007:

Creative, Introspective, Changing
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Pause for a moment, and write a haiku about what's around you.

Posted on Sep 19th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for May 09, 2007:

Incense fills the air,
the altar energizes,
as books await me
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Right now, who do you miss the most?

Posted on Sep 23rd, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 22, 2007:

My father left this earthly level of existence and returned to pure spirit October 14, 2002.  Not a day goes by that I do not think about him, miss him, and wish we could talk.  Though my father and I did not always see eye to eye, I respected him and loved him as my father and friend.
If he were here today in the flesh for me to chat with, I have a few questions I would ask him.
Have I disappointed you?
Have I hurt you?
Are you proud of me?
Are you angry or upset that I was not there when you passed?

Then I would let him know that I love him and am sorry that I did not leave school to be by his side.
I was doing what he and my mother both told me to do - remain in school- however, I at times wish I had disobeyed and went.  At least when he left, I would have been there holding his hand.

I'd make sure to tell him that I am sorry. . .

. . .time to stop writing, getting teary eyed. . .
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What's the most rebellious you've been?

Posted on Sep 23rd, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 23, 2007:

Late teens into early 20s was by far my most rebellious period.
I was angry, frustrated, scared, lonely, ashamed, hurt, violent (towards objects and walls), and empty..... all the while searching and hoping for more, better, brighter, more loving, safer, healthier. . .

During that time I was doing some major soul searching though at the time I did not realize that was what it was.
I just knew that I hated me!
I use to pray that I would die in my sleep just so the pain would end.
Thank Spirit that I was not granted an answered prayer in the way that I thought I meant it to be answered.

I did die in fact.
The old me died and gave rise to a new reborn self.
A self that knew I mattered, was loved and loving, and worthy of happiness.

Took me several rough and tumble years filled with struggles to figure that out though.
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Do you believe happiness is a choice?

Posted on Sep 27th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 27, 2007:

No I do not believe it is. . . I KNOW it is!
I have personally seen and experienced this happiness journey, quest, vibration enough to know that it is totally internal and totally a choice based upon how I think and upon what I focus.  Do I vibrate at higher or lower levels?  Where I vibrate is my choice.
I can be prosperous, healthy, joyful, and loved as soon as I decide to be.

In each moment we choose how we will feel.  As situations occur, we decide how to perceive, interpret, process and evaluate the situation.  Based upon those thoughts we then feel something. . .joy or sadness, love or fear.....

And that my dear family is our choice.

We have more power that many can imagine and choosing to be happy is one of those things many of us just don't realize. . .

Choose love rather than fear in any situation and happiness will be a by product of that choice.
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Would you prefer to go to heaven, or be reincarnated?

Posted on Sep 27th, 2007 by Sigung Hikari : I Am . . . Sigung Hikari
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for September 26, 2007:

In order to answer this question fully I would need to know if the reincarnation includes knowledge and awareness of this current life.
How much do I remember and retain.
If starting in essence from scratch. . . then Heaven would be my choice.
If I would retain stuff, then reincarnation may win . .. (smile)
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